I already do one Big problem .

The truely is, aku tau dia kuat jeles, after that secara tak sengaja aku post something that can make him jealous about it. I'm sorry sayang. I dont mean it, i dont have any feelings untuk sakitkan hati sayangg. Yah, the explanation. both of us are friend. But, to get jealous is the normal thing . Jeles tu tandanya sayang. so anything happen i need to takecare of it, takecare about our relationship. I know it is my fault sayang, I'm So SORRY ! And the important things is, he can be tolerate with me, as long i know what i already do. I hope he knows that's i love him so much. Shahiruddin Azmi, prince of my Heart , 

For this night, i just watch one princess story, i need him to be my side. why ? the reason is because i want him watch that movie together and watch the real meaning of relationship that will accept their partner with their own personalities. And stop being other people. Be ourselves and don't ever and ever try to stay play in a bad games. Be brave in make a decision especially it is about your life. 

Ahhhh sayang, i miss youu so much tonight. so badly Shahir Azmi. It is maybe you are a little bit busy tonight right dear ? it's okay. I understand , it is not a big deal. There still have a long journey for us. Many things that we need to trough together, I'm in love you sayang . Always and insyaAllah . it will be forever. Keep me feels like this and i will my love for you sayang.

Love ,

Nur Izzatushima Darus.

I already always missing you dear .

Shahiruddin Azmi , 

Sayang taktahu kenapa sentiasa rindukan bie, dalam masa yang sama perasaan takut tu mesti ada. Takut apa, takut sesuatu perkara. Tapi sayang kena yakin dengan diri sayang, yang kita boleh jaga hubungan ni dengan baik. Walaupun hubungan ni agak baru. Bie, sayang nak bie sentiasa tau yang sayang ni rindukan bie, sayangkan bie, dan sentiasa perlukan bie. You are the important person after my family sayang. Sayang always berfikiran positif untuk bie. 

Sayang, 

if theres anything perangai baby yang sayang tak suka, just let me know okay sayang. Tell me. Do not keep any secret from me. I always here for you. Sometimes, orang akan beranggapan. hubungan baru memang bahagia. Dan sayang harap kita akan bahagia. sentiasa bahagia. sentiasa percaya antara satu sama lain. I love so much sayang. Saya sayang awak, terlalu sayang. 

Once again im back in love .

Coretan kasih , 
Shahiruddin bin Azmi, mungkin awak akan lambat baca semua ni. tapi takpe, saya kumpul semua ni untuk awak baca ni satu hari nanti. haaa, waktu sekarang ni kita masih lagi baru bersama. sangat baru , tapi bagi saya , sesuatu hubungan mempunyai permulaan tersendiri, yang mungkin ada keistimewaan tersendiri, atau ada cerita yang tersendiri sebaliknya. Sayang , you are the first man yang saya tertarik yang berumur sebaya dengan saya . i hope, i still can made my day with you. All my day with you , you can be my shoulder, my ears and everything sayang.. Im starting in love and keep in love with you . 

And what i know now is, you are my brother's friend. i hope that will not give any problem to us. Sayang, saya ada kekurangan saya . saya juga mungkin ada kelebihan saya yang tersendiri yang mungkin awak dah jumpa . saya hanya mampu berdoa awak akan terima saya seadanya . Saya tak nak perasan yang saya ni cantik:P tapi biarlah hanya awak yang tau dimana kecantikan saya . Saya seorang wanita yang mempunyai niat yang sama, sentiasa ingin kelihatan cantik . dan siapa yang akan menilai saya , awaklah orangnya sayang . As i want you to know that i love you so much Shahiruddin Azmi . 

-Library, Uthm ( 2/12/2014 , Selasa )